Saturday, March 13, 2010

Spiritual Being Practicing Human

We always have the choice where to set our attention, our life's landscape is hellish or heavenly based on our choice of perspective. I'm finally beginning to really get this in my own life. Focusing on the good brings more joyful experiences, focusing on what I deem to be the not so good brings me more to fear.

If I look through the eyes of my soul, aided by the lens of spiritual sight
I see my continued growth,I can feel my frequency rise and sense the good that is coming. When I have lived with the sense that life was against me, those illusions rose up as specters of lack in all areas of my life.

Life on the physical plane can indeed be challenging at times, yet it is less so when I remind myself that everything, absolutely everything is an opportunity for learning and growth. An opportunity to increase my ability for love, compassion and trust. We are not mythological heroes being challenged to endure tragedies by the gods as part of their parlor games. We are given life by the Light along with free choice always inherent within it. This beneficent Source wants only our good and our joy, not punishment for what we see as our misdeeds. We are not being forced to behave by the threat of retribution the Universe is loving not vengeful and allows us to choose how and when we will come into an understanding of our wholeness. It's through my own choices that I have set up my life experiences, it is through my perception regarding those choices that I can live as a warrior fighting everything that gets in my way, as a victim without power or as a spiritual being on a journey of rediscovering who I truly am. I'm free to chastise myself for my mistakes and wallow in regret and fear of the consequences or I can forgive myself and others, knowing we are all doing the best we can based on our current perceptions.


If I'm upset it indicates that I'm out of alignment with myself and my highest and best. Instead of feeling guilty for it, I allow whatever the feeling is to pass through me and I move forward....most of the time. I'm a spiritual being but a practicing human as well. As a spiritual being I know I am worthy, as a practicing human I frequently need to remind myself of this.

So I continue the unfolding journey, sometimes with sadness but more often of late with the joy that lies at the center of my being, holding the goodness that I believe for others, myself, my life and my connection to the whole. I'm now able to be thankful for things I once would never imagined worthy of gratitude,for people in my life I now see as having been my teachers. The messages continue to come, more frequently and clearly as I realize more and more my own power to create in this life.

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